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Last night I went to the bathroom to take a crap, which is a pretty exciting thing. there was no one in there, so i sat down and ya know... started doing my thing. just as I'm getting into it, some dumb bitch lets a couple of guys into the girls only bathroom. I kept picturing that scene in Detroit Rock City where they're all hiding in the girls bathroom listening to this girl take a shit, all giggly saying "i've never heard a girl blow ass before!" That just discouraged the hell out of me, so i pulled up my pants and left, and never even got to finish the job. what a load of shit. or... well. no not a load of shit at all. lame.
hilary and kevin are coming down to visit today! yay!
marks turning 20 on friday, i'm trying to think of shit to do for him, but i'm just plain old not clever enough anymore. I'm definitely going to con him into buying at least 2 new articles of clothing. all of his favorite shirts are old to point of see-thru-ness, and none of his pants zip up all the way.
I hope i get into SF State. i'm gonna go see if i can get my transcripts. schweeeet.
peace out, suckas.
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[13 Jul 2004|09:37pm] |
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please... think of the kittens.
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[03 Jul 2004|07:50pm] |
so right now i'm at this party at my dads house in berkeley. there is not one person under fourty save the five year old thats running around somewhere. I've been assigned to taking candid photos of every person i see so i'm trying to make them as incriminating as i can. its difficult, but most of them are of people filling and refilling their glasses of wine. theres a good one of my dad and this random lady with their arms around each other, quite scandalous. I'm here because my dad yelled at me and told me i had to be, and seriously its the most pointless thing ever. i could be working right now. i should be working right now. i need the money bad style. i actaully got a raise at the park, so now i'm earning $7.00 instead of $6.75. which is pretty cool. more than i'm earning by wasting my time here. jesus god.
i'm rallying hardcore to get a new car, which is another reason i'm here. the silver bullet is just a giant hunk of crap and i hate driving it anywhere. I'm sending my dad links to a different car being sold at least twice a day and begging him to help me get one. my moms a bit nutty about the whole thing, but all i really care about is that she's willing to give me 4,000 dollars for it. thats including whatever we can sell my piece of shit for. i looked it up actually, and its worth like 1,000 dollars-ish. greaaat. ugh. anyway, i'm just incredibly bored and have access to a computer so i figured i'd update. not that anyone reads this anymore i think... whateva. peace.
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[28 Jun 2004|07:39pm] |
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Goals for life:
- see all 50 states
- pick apples in washington with migrant workers
- be a truck driver
- wear a fancy gown in paris at night
- live out of the county
- live in new york
- touch john basedows pecks
- publish a book of haikus
- get rich, live in awesome house
- make out with a rock star
oh my god i can't wait for my pay check. its gonna be so deliciously fat and i'm just gonna put it in my bank and let it sit in there and soak.. in what i can't say, but i think it should soak.
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[27 Jun 2004|02:20am] |
Texas Environmentalists Lobby For Solar-Powered Electric Chair
AUSTIN, TXâGarrett Durning of the Texas Environmental Defense League has spent the last three months campaigning tirelessly for the installation of solar-powered electric chairs in state prisons. "Texas wastes more than 500,000 watts of electricity on every criminal it executes," Durning told reporters Monday. "We live in the 21st century, and it's high time we acted like it. Let's stop depleting our non-renewable fossil fuels. Solar power is a more energy-efficient way to execute the condemned." Durning added that wrist and ankle restraints should be made of hemp rather than leather, the use of which is cruel.
stolen from theonion.com
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[23 Jun 2004|12:23am] |
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So i haven't updated in like a century... no it hasn't been that long, but it may as well have been for all thats happened. i had the flu hardcore last week. my fever reached 103* at one point. uncool to the max.
my cat is being cute and playing with a piece of junk mail thats been sitting on the floor of my room for like a week. its wonderful being home and loving her, even though she totally is indifferent to me since i deserted her.
So i used my sewing machine that i got for my birthday last year for the first time today. I altered this XXL shirt my sister bought me when i first got it, i made it into a pretty cute dress. so i left it out on a chair with some pins in it cause i still have to take it in a bit, and i come home from the opera tonight to see it covered in blood with a note from my mom saying "pins in it. ouch!" thank you, mom. ooh dear.
so stange things have been happening... i dont really know what to make of them but for now im just going to leave it at, i am totally head over heels crazy stupid in love with mark... and it took a lot for me to realize that and really believe it. I wish things didn't have to have such wretched timing. if things had worked out just a bit differently, maybe a year ago. a year ago i'd have shat my pants if what happened this week happened then. i'd have cried tears of amazed joy. but it didn't. it happened this year. now. and it just can't work, as much as it pains my high school freshmen psyche. people change so much in college. i guess thats something i learned this year. christ.
i have to go love my cat now. she's just too ridiculously cute to not be smothering,
farewell.
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[22 Jun 2004|02:07am] |
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something foul is afoot.
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[11 Jun 2004|10:44pm] |
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[11 Jun 2004|06:31pm] |
WOOHOO!! summer at last. today I woke up at noon, took mark home, went to the doctor and got some delicious medications, and tomorrow i get to have a blood test. fucking AWESOME. oh, wait, i guess not tomorrow cause its saturday right? hmm.... saturday, what should i do? maybe i'll cook something delicious.. maybe i'll learn to use my sewing machine, eh?? ehh?? i HAVE to call gabri, she's leaving on monday for 9 weeks, so i gots to see her before she leaves. perhaps katie val gabri and i can get together. hmm.
today i put together this fatty fucking photo album, with ALL these pictures that have just been shoved in a box since i was like 9, up til now. its perdy cool... i've just been sitting here at my dads house for 3 hours, waiting to go to a baseball game. ugh. why does everything seem so boring if marks not with me? this CAN'T be healthy, can it? He keeps acting like a total ass on the phone when he's with his friends. i hate that guys do that.
Mark on the phone with me when no ones there:
M: hello?
J: hello!
M: baby!
J: hi baby!!
M: where is the baby?
J: i'm at home, come over!
M: okay!
J: i love you baby!
M: meee??
J: yes!
M: oh baby i love you too!
J: ooh!
M: ok see you soon my heart
J: bye saweeetie.
(i'm totally not exaggerating at all, thats how we are. gross eh?)
Mark on the phone with me while he's at josh's house:
M: hello?
J: hi baby!
M: whats up?
J: nothing, how are you?
M: i'm fine... you called?
J: eh... hilary and kevin are home now
M: oh. okay, i'll be over in a bit
J: okay i love you baby!
M: bye. <throws phone across room at wall and spits in my general direction).
its pretty sad. okay.. i'm gonna think of something else to do i guess. ugh. can we GO yet?? bah. stupid dad. stupid guys in general.
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[08 Jun 2004|07:48pm] |
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Ok... so mayyybe i just spent like, i dunno, say 60 dollars on ebay, BUT! i sold all my text books for the whole year today, and got back a whopping $79 dollars! so really i just spent my earnings, which is okay! right?
I was really excited about the $79 dollars when it was first placed in my hand, but then about an hour later i started thinking about how those were almost ALL of my books from the entire year, and that they must have cost like... close to 350 dollars. and i got back 79. lame. Ooh! but i'm excited about what i got on ebay-
ONE: Prince 1984 rare purple rain badana (which i plan on making into a bag of sorts, once i learn to work my sewing machine)
ONE: David Bowie Labyrinth poster (HOT!!)
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ONE: Purple rain Poster (SUPER HOT!!)
how does that total 60 dollars? dont ask me, because i'd be too embarassed to say. I bid on this GIANT prince poster, like 4 by 6 feet, it got bid up to 56 dollars though, I gave up at 12.
NOW! to the study!
adieu.
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[08 Jun 2004|03:04pm] |
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I LEAVE TOMORROW!!!!
Tomorrow at this time i'll be packing up my shit, and getting the hell out of here! Woo! I'll be done with my finals, I'll be done with Santa Cruz for 3 months! Huzzah!
Until then I'll be studying my ass off and trying to understand Chinese and Japanese scroll paintings and the concept of Darsan in Hindu Religion. AWESOME. But! I signed up for my classes for next quarter! They ARE
Creative Writing: 11- 12:10 MW
Intro to Psychobiology: 8- 9:45 TTh
Latin: 3:30- 4:40 MWF
cooool. I really wanna take Psych and religion too, but I dont know if i'd be able to handle 4 actual classes if i was too tired to do 3 classes and yoga this quarter. Whatever, no one cares. goodbye.
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[02 Jun 2004|10:56pm] |
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[02 Jun 2004|11:40am] |
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ps: why am i the only one in the world who updates so often? does that make me a loser? probably. whateva.
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[30 May 2004|07:03pm] |
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my fish is going to die. i'm so sad i cant even figure oout what to say. he's just lying there on the bottom of his tank resting covered in parasites. and he's got a big fucking red spot on his belly. this is the worst thing ever, i go away for 2 nights and he's dying. he wont eat his food, he's not using his tail to move at all. well, he's not moving anymore, but he wasn't when he was swimming around. those stupid fucking parasites. barely over a week i've had this fish. god how shitty. how incredibly shitty. i can't think of one fucking thing that would make me feel better. marks out with mark and aviva and jessica, and i was just gonna stay here and write my paper, but now i don't even think i can. i have no one to talk to and my fish is dying!! this is so horrible.
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[30 May 2004|06:26pm] |
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MY FISH IS FUCKING SICK
if my fish dies i'll fucking explode. he's got some parasites called Ich or something like that, and he has little white spots all over his body, and i dont know what to do! I joined this stupid fish talk forum and they said that this parasite will kill smaller fish pretty fucking quick if its not treated, and i have no idea how long he's had this and i'm freaking out and mark left me and i dont know what to do. I HAVE NO MONEY TO BUY TREATMENT WITH EITHER.
i'm seriously flipping out. my fish!
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[27 May 2004|03:09pm] |
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I had an interesting morning. For some reason my alarm clock has decided to fuck its job and just sleep through the time it's supposed to wake me up. I no doubt sleep through that time as well, making going to class a tricky situation. So i wake up today at 9:58, with a class that starts at 10. luckily the class is like a 1 minute walk, so i had a luxurious 1 minute to run over to my alarm and stare at it to see why it wasn't working, put a pair of pants on and a sweatshirt over my pajama top and pull my hair back into a nappy ponytail... i arrive in class only to recieve an essay back on which i recieved a C. a 7.25 out of 10. mannn if i knew it was worth 10 points i wouldn't have written it!! if in actuality it wasn't 10% of my grade. then i had to sit there for an hour listening to the TA bitch about how many times she reads the phrase "throughout history". I'm totally guilty of overusing that so i quickly looked down at my essay and read through it, only to discover that I didn't use it once in the whole 3 pages. and IIIII got a C? what a whore. she said my thesis wasn't real because it can't be argued.. well i say that just makes me incredibly awesome to make a statement that is so true that it can't even be argued. no. thats not really how i feel, but you CAN argue my thesis. So i WOULD have just left, but i had a bone to pick with that beitch, so she's in the process of rereading it to maybe give me less of a C. whatever. i'm so done with school...
This morning I awoke to find Misu just sitting dormantly in the bottom left corner of his tank and almost shat myself cause i thought he was dead. This fish just has some weird habits. like it swims almost vertically with its mouth out of the water, it looks like he's a human trapped in a fishs body trying to get air and cry for help, and i'm just the fucking retarded fool who looks down at him and makes a silly fish face and says hellooooo cute fishy. if he ever becomes human i'm dead. anyway, i learned something today, and that is that fish sleep. Actually sleep as its defined by most dictionary includes having the eyes closed, and since fish are incapable of that (having no eyelids), we just call it resting. so Misu was infact NOT dead, but resting. he has his own little resting spot! its really cute. he also will nibble on your finger if you stick it in his water. god i really like this fish.... i have problems.
Marks going home this weekend and i'm forcing myself to stay here cause i have SO much work to do. like... ew. i have an essay to write for my art history class, thats due on wednesday, and then i see prince on tuesday night, and then friday i have a final for my Traditional India class, which will be sucky. anyway, being on the phone is hard....
bye....
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